it'll be such a secret
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: neutral milk - oh comely
i miss you.
not at much as i used to.
you were my dirty little secret.
and you still are, i guess.
not as much as you used to be.
or maybe even more so.

but this new one....

i really want this one to work.
he doesn't even know. and i cant even tell him. even if i wanted to. my words would just stop and i would look at him and maybe he would look at me but if he did maybe i'd lose my mind.